There's always Tomorrow

Today's the 21st! Which means? I don't know. But it's a Monday!

Over the weekend, I went to this magic show and it was awesome!

I kept asking them (the magicians) "Nande?!" They laughed at me. I just pouted.

I learned how to make a coin disappear and, how to make a piece of paper fall down from a distance; even behind a bottle!

Okan and Oton are so cool, showing me the magic show! Sister, poked me every minute there. Afterwards, we went to dinner. 

It was really really nice. Candle lights and everything! Oh how I want to go back there! 

During the night, Sis showed me the new building in the shopping district. It was neat! But the only thing is, it's only for the 

females. I knew there was something up with it because Okan and Oton were snickering in the front of the car! I told her that I couldn't go in there but she insisted. "They won't be able to tell the difference Niichan!" She said.

I gave her a face. "You're saying you're Niichan looks like a girl." Sis smiled, a triumphant smile too!

"Exactly. And that's why I love you Niichan!" And with that, she dragged me in the new shopping builiding. I...don't want to describe it. But It IS...really for the females only!

The people gave me stares....maybe because I was tall but, it was awkward! Ok...because I was a guy.

I had a fun weekend....a really interesting weekend...Dear Cheese...she's evil.

Today, something really weird happened!

Randomly, Hiroki got this phone call. It was from a guy that I don't think I've met.
He talks to me in this weird accent. It was something like this:

Him: Harro?
Me: Hallo?
Him: -says something slurrish-
Me: Huh?
Him: -says something I can't understand-
Me: Huh? Do I know you?
Him: Who the heck do you think you are?!
Me: I don't know you...who are you?
Him: WHO THE HECK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!
Me: ....................

And I hang up. =_="
The bad thing was..that it was on private call. And he called again. I hung up. He called. I hung up.
What is this, One missed call? ..............

Lately, outside is really nice. Hiroki tries to stay out late as much as possible.
But when curfew comes, I go inside again, straight to bed. 
I feel like texting.
Or take a nap.
Or, sit.
Or, go outside again~

Or I can, go outside, sit somewhere, and then take a nap?
And then text someone?
I'll do that then~!


[To Ueda Senpai]
I'm bored ;___; Help?
[end]

[To Massu]
Today's Friday na. Oh and, ---wait never mind ^^
[end]

[To Niichan]
Can Hiroki start texting Niichan again? It's boring when Hiroki goes to sleep now..
[end]

[Private]
....I met with Massu in the GYM like he said. 

And My punishment was to date him for a week.

And read a book.

Good thing there were no fighting.

I'm glad.
[end]


Yay! School started once more~
Let the studying begin!

 I'm back at the dorms!
Thank you so much for the presents!
I love them very much !!!

To be at the dorms again, I feel kind of happy. Now that I'm taller, I have to watch where I'm going..
I want to sleep.
Bye.

Oh and. 
He's not a _ _ _ _ !!
Cause, he's my fairy godmother! father!
My guide enlightement to life!! More like lecturerer...
And fairies are guys not....that word!
THEY ARE MALE. And he doesn't have the parts anyways...even though he does...look like one.

Happy New Year! May you have a wonderful year next year also.

My new resolution: Grow taller! Wait, I grew already. What about, I don't know. I'll think of it later.
I'm tall! I'm tall! Now Hiroki can't fall from a stool no more~ That means less injuries next--I mean this year!
176! 176 cm!! 172 is out the door~ I mean, 176 cm!!! Wait, now I'm just a beanstalk now ;__;
Can I shrink now? I'll stop writing for now....

 NO, NO, No, NO!!!!
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME.

[Private]

Only 20 more minutes...
Yes//
So if I spazz, its going to be Christmas!!
Spazzing for 20 whole minutes while typing...
That's impossible. AKAN.
Nothing's impossible for the love of Christmas!

~Jingle Bells Jingle Bells suzu ga naru~
OOH I GOT IT. Type slowly. Yes! That's it!

Now, . .... .. .only 5 minutes past. ... . . . ....0_____0
Okaaaaaaaaan, what should I do? Hiroki wants to it to be Christmas already!!
So I can open my prese---0__0

Wait a second,
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO OPEN THE PRESENTS WHILE IM IN TOKYO?!?!?
;_______; meep.
AWW BOOGERSNOT.

USO. 23.50 already.
10 more minutes.... I'm acting like its New Years~ Oh ya. It's soon. ....... . ..
AH. Bathroom Time ♥

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHOO DECEMBER 25! 0 time remaining~!
[end]

To everybody~including sensei tachi, senpai tachi, niisan tachi, papa, minna, okaa-san, kazoku, yuujiro, puppy love, santa, bunny-sama, iron-sama, aroma candles, choco-san, nakama, um......everybody in this world~:

MERRY CHRISTMAS♥

---Hiroki ♥

[Private]

AH ITS HERE ITS HERE JUST SEVERAL MORE HOURS >.<
ITS ALMOST HERE JUST SEVERAL MORE HOURS.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?! WHAT SHOULD IDO?!?
SANTA IS COMING! HE'S COMING WITH HIS ALMIGHTY REINDEERS!!
>.< WHAT IF HE MISSES ME AGAIN?!!?
I SEND MY LETTER TO THE RIGHT ADDRESS THIS YEAR >.<

... ... . .. . . . 0_______0
This makes me think: How old am I again?
AH MOU who CARES. HE'S COMING!!
SANTA IS COMING. HE'S COMING. HE's COMING. ... ... .. . . . . .

I wanna grow taller (o.<)
176 cm please~! Just 4 more cm!!
I want to hit my growth spurt so Ueda Senpai can stop saying I'm not responsible!!! >.<

That's my New Years resolution~ Not that anyone knows now na.
I'm ready for insults! And bruises and others.. .. . . .
Machu is really going to kill me 0________0
HE'S GOING TO KILL ME.
^^ Ah well, who cares~ I know deep inside of him, he loves his present ♥ 

My heart aches 0__0 Am I being cold?
I'm wearing scarfs..jackets.....mittens...wait not mittens...but my hearts aches 0__0
Wonder why...

Tokyo is huuuuuuge. 

[end]

PST! Right now, I'm somewhere....^^
PST PST! No more schoolwork!!

3 more days till Santa comes~
2 more days from tomorrow~
1 more day till its midnight~
0 more days and hallo SANTA~!

Okan said she'd buy me a  something. I wonder what it is..
Is it something I like? Hmm...

Hiroki gets butterflies just thinking about it! Oton said he will do something for me too!
But then he said again that he's scared I'm going to wreck it =.=
I am not that irresponsible!...yet....
Young sis was yelling at my ear to get her something...its still ringing..
Hiroki said that me being here talking to her is good enough..and then she whinned about being bored paying the game system without fighting her older brother is too boring...Hiroki just laughed ^^

I miss them...even Leon-kun! <3 Leon-kun~~
Leon-Kun~~!

Oh and, if something is in front of the dorm rooms/somewhere with your name 
attached, its probably from someone ^^
Just saying~

Sainara <3
---Hiroki

 

( Hooray for cuts! and presents~! )

[To self]
OWAH  that was something..
i am banning pop! definitely!
he talks so weird when he's on pop.
I AM banning pop from Massu on New Years.
Yup.

I wonder how Niichan and Yamashita Niisan are doing..
I hope its not to cold there >.<
[end]

 [To Ueda]
How am chubby again
The talk got side-tracked
And how am I supposed to loose the 'fat'?!
[end]

[To Self]
M-Mean...
[end]


My brain's free (?)!!

SNOW HERE I COME!! [again]

[To Self]

R E A D Y........ ♪

A R O M A   C A N D L E S♪

B R A I N.....♪

S T U D Y...............♪

T E X T I N G ♫

I feel like ranting today....
Not really fun to be in a room surrounded by books...
D..Drowning...in the sea of paper....!! S-Suffocating!!

H M..... should Hiroki escape outside again to sit with the snow?
Should I should I? Or not?
Maybe not...i did that yesterday...and the day before that...even before that. 0__0
No more !! I'll stay here in this room and study! S T U D Y! ! !
Mou yada.......my eyes are heavy...

Yes....I..should take a nap....for..now.....zzzzzz Z zz

[end]

Prepping up for Midterms whoooo~
Then, its christmas! ~jingle jingle~
Maa, I won't be coming home.
I'll stay here (?) I'm starting to appreciate academics more~!!
I'll study hard for my family and make them rich! Yes Rich!!
So then, Neeyan can get her own system so she doesn't have to bother me any more ^o^
<del>But then, she hogged mine a long time ago when I started going to this school ahem</del>
I wonder how my cute Okan is doing home...her food is so good! <3
Oton better have a present for me ready <3 He owes me for my birthday anyways.

Thank you Koki Senpai again ^^
This year, Santa will get my Letter!!

[To Kamenashi Niisan]
A-Ano..Um...Hi! <3
[end]

[To Papa]
Papa Sensei! ~=~
They are changing colors! Look!
See it's pink ^^!! I wonder what it means..
Oh ya, am I still an understudy?
[end]

[To Maachin]
That chicken was good!!!
[end]

[To Machu]
Oi It's snowing!!
Don't even think about dragging me into it!
Snowball fights are a no no for me now!
Remember last time?!
[end]

[To Niichan]
Be lated Thank you for the choco meal~!
Sorry for what I told you.
I was different from what Niichan thought of Hiroki na?
[end]

[To Yamashita Senpai Niisan um...(?)]
Hiroki heard you were in the hospital...
Are you ok now? Hiroki..is sorry.
[end]

Why am I being accused as a pervert nowadays? 
This is not right!!

Can someone help me? I'm asking this as a guy. 
Ok, what is wrong with me?! 

.......heh I officially lost my mind.

I have heard that around December, a chubby guy would come with a sack behind his shoulders.
He has these huge magnificent reindeers that have names too!
Every good child has a present from him! But the bad children don't get any...I think its sad.
Also, the good children get their present under a Christmas tree!

So now, I'm wondering, if he's coming to our school! Through a chimney!
But then, what if there's a fire in the chimney? He can't come through...and his butt would be burned into hot potatoes 0__0
I hope everybody gets a present from Chubby-san this year! 

Some people don't believe in Chubby-san though...
I wonder why? I never got any presents from him.....one time, I read a book about Chubby-san na?
And he supposedly was very fond of Milk and cookies! So I tried luring him out with that!
It turns out though, he never showed and, the cookies and milk were gone! >.< 
Maybe, he forgot about Hiroki...OR! I've been a very bad boy for all these years....yea..it must be that!
Hm....What was his name again? S-Santa Claus? S-Santa Crows? Santa Mouse? Fanta House?

SO! I have a question for everybody!
Do you believe in Chubby-san?

I DID NOT! I DID NOT!
HIROKI DID NOT!
I DIDN'T!! 
NO I DIDN't!
Nobody believes me...I DIDN'T DO IT!!!

I DID NOT DO IT!
HE DID IT ON HIS OWN!! AND AND! 
THE GIRLS WERE CHEERING....I WAS SCARED...
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP HIM!! NO I DID NOT DO IT!
I-I-I DIDN'T DO IT....!! HOW CAN I MAKE SOMEONE...S-STRIP?!

ITS ME UCHI HIROKI!!! I'M ME!
ME ME! I'M TOO DENSE TO THINK OF THAT!
I DID NOT MAKE HIM! I DID NOT! DID NOT DID NOT!!!

......I DID NOT DO IT!!! DID NOT DID NOT DID NOT DID NOT!


Yesterday was really nice ^^
I ate dinner (?) at Minami Sensei's apartment!
Mochi-kun is so nice! Don't worry Mochi kun! I'll believe in you na?
Thank you so much for cooking! It was so good Sensei ^^

[To Minami Sensei]
Sorry...again for calling you 'Okan...'
[end]

[Private]
Maa...I didn't have the courage to text Niichan after all....>.<
I'm doing in here then! Answer or not, at least I tried! Yes!
[end]

[To Niichan]
Ogenki desu ka?
It's been a whole week na!
I'm still worried! Sorry...
[end]

[TO UEDA SENPAI!!!]
HIROKI DID NOT MAKE YOU DO IT!
I PUSHED YOU DOWN THE PULL BECAUSE YOU ACTED WEIRD!
YOU DID IT ON YOURSELF!!! B-BELIEVE M-ME.....
H-honest.....i didn't make you....
[end]

C-Can I cry now?

[Private]

Oh geez....What am I reading?

'How to cheer up a friend after a break up'

I feel shamed even thinking about reading it!
I'm just worried about them.....

But seriously....The breakup tips are pure nonsense! Its one sided and heartless!
Putting other people down just to make you're friend better.... I do see the logic in that but....
what if that other friend is also your friend? That would be backstabbing.
I'm just bad at cheering. I hate myself for it. I just do.
People cheer me up but I can't do nothing in return. MAA =.=

I didn't have to courage to text Niichan if he was doing okay...
I have no connection to ask if Niisan is doing okay....
What kind of otouto am I?!
Reverting back to 'Senpai' might be a good thing but....
Those 'things' might come back to me. That'll complicate things now....
They never did left me but....just that part.

On another note, WHERE'S MY BRACE CASE THINGY MAJIKI?!
[end]

Bathrooms are scary! I'm serious!
Like the shack ones...yes especially them!

Because! On let's see...Sunday na!
Ueda Senpai suggested doing Bloody Mary in the old bathroom shack!
He promised to pay the ice cream
And....I don't know what happened but! We..--no I saw (?) heard her!
The queen of england of the 18th century.....
She really does haunt the bathrooms! The weird thing is though, Ueda Senpai never saw her!
Only I heard her.
Notes: Don't clutch to anything that can hurt yourself! Or, always have a bandaid ready ^^
But then, clutching to your shirt is the safest of all things because keychains leave marks! And a little bruise

Its been 2 weeks that I have my braces. Now I take half an hour to brush my teeth! 
Its fun! Honma ni ! When you stare out the window, it really takes time away!
But the dripping part was no fun....bring a napkin just in case....yea....
The play is coming up...its coming....no.....BUT THEN! I only have one line ^^
Or 2
Even though she dies in the beginning, at least its off stage...I wonder how it would've changed the play if she still lived...
Such a loving mother...Okan!! I better call her....I wonder what she's doing now naaa
She was so beautiful! A person to look up to ^^
Got to go~ I hear someone mentioning Hiroki's name~
Is it this Okan mentioning it? Or someone else...I wonder...


---Hiroki~

[Private]
I still don't believe he told me that...Is he ok? I would be devastated!
Maybe I should text him everyday...
Yea         ...starting now? 0.0 It's not right when people feel down and you don't have any power to cheer them up.
What should I write though? =.= Maa I'm bad at cheering people up....maybe ignore it?
That wouldn't solve anything. Once it happens, there's no turn back. Only forward is the only option.
I don't like it when that happends. One way destiny lines were never fair...and they never will...
Both please get well...
[end]

MAA.

Hiroki's going to die soon.

Learning the lines are hard....

I couldn't write anything at all....

MAA. How does food taste like?

Candy?

I got braces now -.-

Nobody noticed ....right?

Hiroki is still feeling insecure about the lines.

I'm going to be practicing more now ^^

Bye Bye~


Hiroki~ ♥ 

So far these are the people who are coming with me and Maachin to the Disney Land [or world...I can't figure out the difference...] in Tokyo!

1. Yours truly!
2. Maachin
3. Niichan
4. Niisan
5. Machu
6. Totsuka san [ooc: gomen! I have no clue how Uchi is going to call Tottsu...]
[EDIT!!!]
7. Maachin's Onnichan (?) He might come too!

I think that's all? Let's see...with 6 people, we double rooms? Unless you guys want one room...for all?
Hiroki's confused...

My goal is to be home from the place on Sunday. Maybe in the afternoon?

[To Machu]

Naa....if we go to Tokyo, we need an airplane right? Can we go on yours?
I didn't think to that part yet....of how to get there..

[end]

We'll be meeting on Friday after school! Drama meeting! Preferable in front of the gates! Or in front of Maachin's and Hiroki's dorm in dorm 2!
So pick ^^

MAACHIN!!! Be sure to take care of yourself tonight!
Hiroki's eating buddy is out for the night...what should I do... 

[Private]
I wonder how I'm supposed to react around Niisan...
I feel anxious now.
I wonder if he hates me.
I hope I'll survive this weekened....
[end]

Ano! Hiroki was thinking, 
Since I'm dragging (?) Maachin to an amusement park,  
why not invite everyone who has free time?

The pay is officially on me!
I got my allowence from the last couple years 
I was wondering where it was....

The location: SOMEWHERE FAR FROM SCHOOL!
Of course there would be rooms.
So its like a 3 day stay? Wait. 2 and a half.
Technically then...its not an amusment park....more like a ......tourist place.!
Oh and! Anyone who wants to leave early, can leave early na....I would be kind of sad though...but Hiroki understands ^^

So if anyone is interested and is free and wants to have fun. 
You've found the answer!

Everybody seems so stressful nowadays...Hiroki is worried!
So lets have fun !!!

[To Maachin]

Suprise suprise!
Sorry ...I didn't tell you about the staying part ....
forgive? or no.....

[end]